Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Finding Myselfe Over Spring Break
---> Now Playing: The Lazy Song-Bruno Mars <---
Officially my spring break isn't suppose to start until Monday but I've taken it upon myself to start early (seeing as my mid-terms are behind me). I'm sure I'm not the only college student who is eagerly awaiting spring break and the brief period of time to relax a bit. In all honesty it probably would have been a better for me to take the whole semester off but here I am totally burnt out and barely holding on to myself and my sanity (literally).
This semester started off pretty good I felt confidant, but as the weeks went by my focus and drive slowly began to dwindle. I found it harder and harder to motivate myself to do things that I knew I needed to get done.... many days I've had to bargain with myself just to get out the bed smh. Over the past few months I've been really worried about my mental health, I've talked about my depression with my mother. Depression is only one thing that has crossed my mind though, I'm also worried that I maybe bipolar, or that I maybe dealing with ADD. One thing that I know for sure is that I need some mental help ._. sigh.
Other than my mental health and the steps I'm taking to deal with it, I'm looking forward to having a little free time to get back to the things I love doing like reading and writing, but also attempting to explore a few of my new interest like playing guitar. Mostly though I'm going to use this time to RELAX and give my mind a break because I know that after a week its back to work until May.
So all and all I just really need to find the me that I've lost and in a short amount of time.
This semester started off pretty good I felt confidant, but as the weeks went by my focus and drive slowly began to dwindle. I found it harder and harder to motivate myself to do things that I knew I needed to get done.... many days I've had to bargain with myself just to get out the bed smh. Over the past few months I've been really worried about my mental health, I've talked about my depression with my mother. Depression is only one thing that has crossed my mind though, I'm also worried that I maybe bipolar, or that I maybe dealing with ADD. One thing that I know for sure is that I need some mental help ._. sigh.
Other than my mental health and the steps I'm taking to deal with it, I'm looking forward to having a little free time to get back to the things I love doing like reading and writing, but also attempting to explore a few of my new interest like playing guitar. Mostly though I'm going to use this time to RELAX and give my mind a break because I know that after a week its back to work until May.
So all and all I just really need to find the me that I've lost and in a short amount of time.
<--- ♥ Peace Chicken Grease ♥ --->
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